A Priest Who Understands

One of the loneliest parts of this struggle is the assumption that no one who matters could possibly understand it, least of all a holy God who has never felt what you feel. So you imagine approaching him the way you would approach someone who would only be disgusted, and you stay away. Hebrews describes a different figure at the throne. We do not have a high priest who is unable to sympathize with our weaknesses, the writer says, but one who in every respect has been tempted as we are, yet without sin.

Jesus knows the pull. He was tempted in every respect, which means the specific ache you feel, the wanting that seems too strong to refuse, is not foreign to him. He felt desire's full force and did not give in, so he understands the fight from the inside, not as a distant judge but as someone who stood in the storm himself.

And because of that, the writer says to draw near with confidence to the throne of grace, so that we may receive mercy and find grace to help in time of need. Confidence, not because you performed, but because the one on the throne sympathizes.

Lord Jesus, you know the weakness I am ashamed of. Thank you that I can come to you without pretending. I draw near now, and I ask for mercy and for help.